30 November 2008

oh, and...

In my Thanksgiving list, I somehow forgot to express gratitude for this:

26 November 2008

holiday


On this joyous holiday weekend, I feel inclined to voice a little thanks. More than ever before, I am thankful for life; it's a beautiful, precious thing. I am thankful for possibilities and opportunities (not so thankful for having to choose between them, but thankful that I have them nonetheless). I am thankful that Sarah Palin isn't runner-up to the most powerful position in the country, but considering that I am also thankful for my family, all 187 of 'em, I must say that I am also grateful for a valuable lesson that I have been learning over the past year--to keep my mouth shut. Apart from the under-my-breath, snide commentary, (and a significantly awkward lashing-out at Matt's house recently), I have been making some serious progress when it comes to holding my tongue (and holding my keyboard, I guess you could say--which explains why I haven't written anything since the election...). Why do I bring this up now? Well, this new found, burgeoning skill will be absolutely vital to enjoying Thanksgiving dinner. Simply put, we, my extended family and I, don't always see eye-to-eye, and given the recently volatile political scene...let's just say if I don't keep quiet around the table...things could get ugly. And I would have to change the name of my blog to "somebody, somewhere still believes in me."

So, this Thanksgiving, as we gather round the hormone-ridden carcass of a buzzard that never saw the light of day outside of its cramped confinement, I'll do my best to keep the conversation focused on more light-hearted issues, i.e. the recent BYU-Utah game, new homes and new babies, Chloe's pregnant!, Matt's romantic life, the Twilight series, and so on.

Happy Thanksgiving. God bless us, everyone!

12 November 2008

Christmas Wish List

Dear Santa,

1. world peace (i'm not just saying that--i really want world peace. the more i study international security and policy, the more i am convinced that war can be a thing of the past...and if i had a billion dollars, i would buy everyone a puppy.)

2. a girlfriend (stop rolling your eyes and thinking, "if jeff really wanted a girlfriend, he could/should just..." you know what? do you have any idea how many blind dates i have been on in the last while? and i might be busy, but if you think i need to cut something out of my life to make room for things that 'should be taking priority', tell me what i should cut out. i dare you.)

3. a break (as in a break from everything for just a couple days. i kind of took a break last weekend, but that wasn't the kind of break i am talking about. a vacation style break would be nice--hiking through a rainforest, river rafting, scuba diving, playing with my nieces and nephew, time to read and write...sigh.)

4. a camera (a nice nikon, please. and i know, i know. everyone thinks he can be a photographer, but i just might be the next ansel adams, you never know.)

04 November 2008

02 November 2008

request for input

Before I say anything, I just want to make it clear that I am still planning on going to law school. That's what I want to do and that hasn't changed. My family may never quite know how to answer the question, "What's Jeff up to these days?" (or even harder, "Is Jeff ever going to graduate, get a real job, and get married?"), but my life only APPEARS to be wandering and aimless. I assure you that there is a bigger picture to be seen.

With that disclaimer, there is a small opportunity that has come up that I originally discarded as illogical. But, it keeps coming up. Instead of stewing over it myself, I'm passing it on to whoever wants to help out. The opportunity is Teach for America--basically, you teach two years in an underprivileged school in hopes of reducing the educational inequality prevalent in lower income neighborhoods. For more info, check out their site here.

Pros: hang out with kids, enhance teaching skills, get a master's degree, get paid a teacher's salary and benefits, get law school hook-ups, and possibly make a difference in some kid's life (think Dangerous Minds or Freedom Writers...or Sister Act II)


Cons: putting off law school for two more years (I guess this could be placed in the pro list) which means I wouldn't graduate from law school until the ripe old age of 97 (think... Billy Madison), I would have to stay in the US, and I wouldn't get a real job for another five more years. They say Teach for America gives you a whole new perspective on what you want to do with your life and increases your commitment for public service--I know I want to enter public interest law and I would be able to do more once I have my J.D., so why push it back two more years?